So last night, I was looking at funny videos on YouTube. The next day at school I was telling my friend about it. Then without thinking, I just said “So I saw this funny video about a school shooting.” I told him about the video because it was a meme. After school was about to end, I saw my dad parked near the entrance of my school. He said he had a meeting with the school owner. When the meeting was over, my dad told me I was suspended. Now I feel really bad about my self and have suicidal thoughts.